Vibrancy

= Day Ten – June 26, 2018 =

Do you ever look at somebody and think that everytime you do, they have this aura that gets to you for no reason?

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Courage

= Day Nine – June 25, 2018 =

I really have trouble saying hi to other people especially to the person I like. Where the hell are you courage? And not the dog hahahaha.

I Laugh

= Day Seven – June 21, 2018 =

Omg guys. So when I got to school, I passed by one of my crushes and I said hi to him and he waved a peace sign (lol cutie). Then when lunch came, I had the urge to go to the bathroom and I saw the other guy I like but his back was turned so I only admired the view in that way. When I came back though, he was already facing my direction and so I gathered up all the courage to say hi and he waved at me smiling. Damnnnnn. My heart did not stop fluttering for the whole day and so, CHARAAAAN. I made a 10-stanza poem which is the longest poem I wrote so far. Talk about inspiration.

Flutter

= Day Six – June 20, 2018 =

So the guy I fancied and I said hi to each other in the hallway last monday and I thought that was it but we kind of had a conversation while he was walking away and we were shouting amidst the crowd which I found funny and cute at the same time. I only saw the other guy I fancied with his back awhile ago so I really hope I’ll be able to strike up a conversation with him just like the first one.

I Don’t Deserve

= Day Five – June 19, 2018 =

I feel like I don’t deserve anybody at all. With my situation, I don’t think somebody ever is going to love me genuinely because my family and friends don’t even want me. I wouldn’t want myself either.

How Could I

= Day Two – June 13, 2018 =

So I just ignored the guys I fancied last monday and I, myself, don’t know the reason. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve let it slide. Double kill in less than 5 minutes.